I do not promote self-harm, eating disorders, or suicide. I do not own anything you see on this blog except my own words.

This is an expression of the war inside my mind.

And don't forget that boys can have eating disorders, as well as cut themselves. Just look at me.

20th August 2014

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I don’t even know anymore…

This is my fourth time worrying again this week… I have had such trouble sleeping these past x days. It is 3:46 AM.

These periods of constant worry… I hate them so, so much… they go on for hours and hours and hours. No matter how hard I try to take my mind off of everything, it either doesn’t work whatsoever or just comes flooding back a couple minutes later…     :(

I don’t know what to do anymore… I really don’t… 

Tagged: sadi worry too muchworry

17th August 2014

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Update thingy

This blog turned one year old on the 14th. So…..yay.

Um… I have been feeling really… horrible. Simple way of putting it. I keep having these, like, periods of panic and worry. I just feel worried about every single thing about my life and I can’t help but think about every possible bad thing that could happen and those thoughts won’t get away for hours… 

The first time was around two weeks ago, the second a week after that, the third one a day ago, and the fourth one right now… 

Last night, around two hours after I started worrying about everything again, I took some medicine to help me fall asleep… I laid down at around midnight. I think I dozed off three times, but immediately woke up. There were times where I was also basically dreaming. It was more like a really active imagination, because my “dream” was more of my thoughts. And when I opened my eyes my thoughts kept going uninterrupted, so… yeah… 

All of that took place over three hours… then I got some water and tried to go to sleep for three more hours, but to no avail. I tried again a few minutes ago, but I couldn’t fall asleep. It is 7:22 AM now.

I just am so stressed about everything… my horrible home life, high-school starting again soon, PSEO starting soon, friends, 5 appointments that need to be made… and so much more… you have no idea…..  :(

Tagged: updatepersonalblehstressworry

12th August 2014

Photoset reblogged from screams about dragons

nixieseal:

positivelycurious:

SHELDON IS FREAKIN ADORABLE AND I WANT TO ADOPT HIM.

SHELDON! AAAAAUGH

Tagged: AdorableCute

Source: best-of-memes

10th August 2014

Photo reblogged from THE ANIMAL EFFECT

kingsleyyy:

reblog if this cat is prettier than you

kingsleyyy:

reblog if this cat is prettier than you

Source: kingsleyyy

5th August 2014

Photoset reblogged from A Little Bird Told Me

thatgirlwithalltheanimals:

becausebirds:

These Red-winged Blackbirds riding around on a Red-tailed Hawk. Incredible! Apparently this isn’t all that uncommon. Read more about it on the source’s website.

That’s brilliant!

Tagged: Birdsbirds of preyred winged blackbirdred tailed hawkfunnyAnimals

Source: becausebirds

3rd August 2014

Post reblogged from b r o k e n

Reblog if you’re insecure with how you look.

Source: boys-and-suicide

28th July 2014

Question

ohsnapitslukehemmings said: thank you so much omg but im not adorable :c xox depression-took-over-my-liife

It seems that my eyes are a little better than yours, for I can easily see what you are unable to. One of those things being that you are, in fact, adorable.

28th July 2014

Post reblogged from b r o k e n

this is to the boys who:

depression-took-over-my-liife:

cut, starve, have tried to kill themselves, burn, bruise, purge, hate their body, wish they were dead, feel hopeless, compare themselves to other guys, cry themselves to sleep, are abused, are alone, are scared. 

you aren’t forgotten. not by me. 

…….This means so much to me 

27th July 2014

Photoset reblogged from Equine Vet Adventures

equinevetadventures:

le-acid-kitteh:

This cute orange kitty is named Caligula. I took him in at ten weeks after the first family to adopt him couldn’t handle his hyperactivity. The kitten picture is actually him during his first week with me. After he grew out of his kitten months, he became one of the sweetest kitties I have ever encountered. 

Unfortunately, a few months ago when play fighting with one of our other kitties he fell from the fridge and hit his leg, we rushed him to the vet but she did not think the leg was broken, and prescribed some metacam. 

Periodically since then his leg will seem to be hurting him if he happens to land wrong after jumping. Today he managed to hurt his other leg when jumping from the kitchen counter. So I decided to make a campaign in attempts to raise money to help with his vet bills to figure out why he keeps hurting himself. 

We simply need help covering the cost of his vet bills

Without help I won’t be able to get xrays done, and it pains me more than anything to see such a sweet creature repeatedly injuring himself. 

If you can’t donate, please share this post!!

Caligula will be so much happier thanks to you!  The first time this happened he went to the vet right after and she gave him metacam, but through palpating his leg could not feel any sort of fracture, so she did not recommend the xrays be taken at that time. 

However, since then he has repeatedly managed to hurt himself from small falls and I fear there is something wrong with a tendon, or one of his teeny tiny metatarsal bones. Or worse, I fear maybe he is doing damage to his femoral heads, a pretty common condition in large cats. It’s so frustrating to see him repeatedly hurting himself like this, and the metacam perscription does little. 

Any little bit helps, if just 25 people donated 20 dollars we will reach our goal! If 500 people donated a dollar we would reach it just the same! Click HERE to view the campaign and donate.

Even if you can’t donate, please share this post! Thank you so much for any help. If you have absolutely any questions, please ask

Guys I won’t start working until next month, so I can’t donate, but please spread this around if you can’t donate, or donate if you are able to. Thank you :)

Tagged: CatKittyCatsAnimalsHelpVet

Source: le-acid-kitteh

26th July 2014

Photo reblogged from THE ANIMAL EFFECT

Tagged: NaturePhotographyRicky Gervaisanimal cruelty

Source: facebook.com

25th July 2014

Post reblogged from Don't Leave

REBLOG IF YOU AREN’T HOMOPHOBIC

angelofgluttony:

hunterdirectionerpottergleek:

chocorulez:

chappaai-trekker:

shave-your-beard-louis:

I’ll be writing down every url that reblogs in a notebook and I’m giving it to my homophobic father.

Smack him with it.

Throw it at his face

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It Won’t kill you PEOPLE LOVE WHO THEY WAN”T TO GET OVER IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Source: lifeinothereyes

17th July 2014

Photoset reblogged from Funny Wildlife

sundye-acnl:

scrapes:

sapiophilous:

panemoppression:

Arturo is a 29-year-old male polar bear currently living in Argentina’s Mendoza Zoo. He is suffering in 40C (104F) heat in an enclosure that has just 20 inches of water for him to swim in and has as a consequence been displaying worrying behavior.

Please sign this petition or at least spread the word in order to have Arturo transferred to a zoo in Canada which has better facilities for an animal that is used to polar conditions.

sign this or die

Free Him

Guys this is still ongoing !

Tagged: suffersufferingpainpolar bearbearzoocruelanimal cruelty

Source: panemoppression

18th June 2014

Post reblogged from b r o k e n

Reblog if you’d care if I killed myself.

I care.

16th June 2014

Photo reblogged from LEAVE ME ALONE

im-weird-my-blog:

Reblog!! on We Heart It.

im-weird-my-blog:

Reblog!! on We Heart It.

14th June 2014

Photo reblogged from For The Little Ones

ghoulbuddy:

bubblebaffs:

PLEASE SIGNAL BOOST:
THIS PAGE IS POSTING PICTURES OF DEAD WOLVES THAT THEY ARE KILLING AND TORTURING FOR NO OTHER REASON THAN TO SEE THEM DEAD. NOT ONLY WOLVES BUT ROWS OF FOX AND COYOTES AND RACCOONS. THEY LURE THEM IN WITH MEAT AND SMALLER DEAD ANIMALS AND THEN CHOKE THEM AND SHOOT THEM. TO HELP YOU CAN REPORT THE PAGE AND ALSO SIGN THESE  TWO PETITIONS TO GET THE PAGE SHUT DOWN AND TO GET THE ADMINS REPORTED FOR UNLAWFUL HUNTING. 
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE HELP MAKE A DIFFERENCE. THESE ANIMALS WERE ONLY RECENTLY TAKEN OFF OF THE EXTINCT LIST AND ARE VITAL ANIMALS TO THE ECOSYSTEM. 

Please signal boost this it’s so important to me 

Hunters? They are not hunters… They are just murderers. 

ghoulbuddy:

bubblebaffs:

PLEASE SIGNAL BOOST:

THIS PAGE IS POSTING PICTURES OF DEAD WOLVES THAT THEY ARE KILLING AND TORTURING FOR NO OTHER REASON THAN TO SEE THEM DEAD. NOT ONLY WOLVES BUT ROWS OF FOX AND COYOTES AND RACCOONS. THEY LURE THEM IN WITH MEAT AND SMALLER DEAD ANIMALS AND THEN CHOKE THEM AND SHOOT THEM. TO HELP YOU CAN REPORT THE PAGE AND ALSO SIGN THESE  TWO PETITIONS TO GET THE PAGE SHUT DOWN AND TO GET THE ADMINS REPORTED FOR UNLAWFUL HUNTING. 

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE HELP MAKE A DIFFERENCE. THESE ANIMALS WERE ONLY RECENTLY TAKEN OFF OF THE EXTINCT LIST AND ARE VITAL ANIMALS TO THE ECOSYSTEM. 

Please signal boost this it’s so important to me 

Hunters? They are not hunters… They are just murderers.